I found this video on God Tube today and thought that I should post it. I often wonder about Emma and now Ryan's biological mother. Espically during the Holidays and their birthdays. I wonder how they are doing and wish that they knew that was a family who loves thier child. As an adpotive mother you are happy for all your child's milestones and in any mother and yet your heart breaks for the women who is missing that milestone. I know that Emma and Ryan's mother had to love them. That it had to be hardest decision that they ever made to give up their child. I wish that somehow I could find them and tell them about the wonderful gift they gave our family.