Make a Smilebox photobook

Dearest Ryan

Well Thanksgiving is over and Christmas is fast approaching. I can't beleive that we are going to be spending another holiday without you home. I thought for sure that you would be home with us by now. We talk about you everyday so it feels as if you are already home in some small way. Emma is so excited to be your big sister! She has even asked Santa Claus to leave your presents with us just in case he can't locate you in China. What a wonderful imagination she has. Daddy and I talk of you everyday. We can't wait to hear your voice, and get to know you. We wonder if you are going to be out going like your big sister or shy and quiet. We wonder what toys you will like or if you will like any of the toys that we have already bought you. You have your own Christmas ornament on the tree and stocking hung on the fireplace. My darling boy I want so badly to hold you in my arms. Nothing feels complete. We are missing a vital piece to our family our son. I made this video so that one day you might know how we missed you during this time of year.

Love Mommy

Oh My Goodness. I did not realzie how bad I have been about updating our blogs. We have been soo busy with getting our paperwork completed to bring our little one home that I seem to have forgot to update about our happenings. Ryan is always in hearts and minds but I tend to forgot that other people (aka family and friends) want to know our progress as well. So please forgive me =0) 1) We are finally DTC as of Sept 15 2008. 2) We are offically LID as of Sept 19 2008. We are soo HAPPY!!! Now It's just count down time.