Kisses In The Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams. You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems. I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long. But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong. Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin... Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind. May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you. I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do. Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend. But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind. May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight. And let the angels bring the kisses that I send to you each night. --- Unknown

This weekend we attended a fall carnival and pumkin patch with our freinds from our China Moms of Kingwood play group. Emma had a blast!! Yet, while I was enjoying Emma play with her friends I couldn't help but feel someone was missing. I am thinking alot about him lately. I wonder what he would think of pumpkins, costumes and candy. What would he want to dress up as? A dinosaur, a cowboy, doctor? Who knows! Would he a quite a spirit or rough a tumble boy?? As we left with all three girls in one wagon, another mother said "You know next year we will need two wagons". Abiigal's mommy and daddy are awating approval for her Mei Mei Kaylyn to come home from China as well. So pretty soon there will be two new members to the "three muskteers". My heart just warmed at the thought of Ryan being home. I can't wait to get to know him!!